Never in my life have i felt so overwhelmed.
i had to take the public transport, suffer the journey.
of course, i had to pay for public transport, not just that, i had to pay extra..
what do you expect when you take public transport? wake up early, get home late.
walk to the station, wait like a fool.
i wonder why i bothered calling, as if they care.
when we arrived, there was no room for us.
no room for jokes, no room for fun, no room that would accomodate us.
i was told to walk, what a joke.
i had visions of what the trip would have been like, nothing came true.
the town was ghost like, but i had to walk randomly to past time.
imagine travelling so far to be in a playground?
I wonder how can certain people can be so calm about it.
or rather, they think it's none of their business. True.
I was stupid enough to consult them.
"If we would have known earlier..", they said.
was it not early enough that i gave notice?
did anyone seem to bother?
I told a friend that there was no more space.
I wonder how does that reflect upon us?
we wanted to move places, but we were afraid.
A supposedly flower festival..
i wonder where they all went.
all i saw was chalk remains of 10 year olds.
Day by day, i'm losing you.
Friend of foe, it is for me to decide.
My best evidence that i was involved in some sort of festive event.
p.s. too kind of us, no one will ever care. it's reality. Don't you think so?
